I think you're right. But I do try not to be bitter about it, as much as I can. It's not their faults. Are you destined for darkness always, too, dear?
I've never been upset about my status, per se... but yes. It does seem like it. TIme and time again it manages to find me despite everything... or maybe I'm the one who keeps going back.
I think you know better, even if you can't admit it now. It's so much easier and so much nicer not to fight so hard. It's the only way to find happiness, I think. To care less, so nothing can hurt.
So I understand, and forgive you, for the cowardice.
I can't really speak to what most people do with their lives. Those are the standard ones, but then they continue on for a long time after, most of the time.
Oh, you know. Just my impending death-match, and if I do survive that, I suppose I might have to live out the rest of my week in the paranoia that one of you will take on the job instead.
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Some people just aren't meant for it, you know? Some children are just destined for darkness always. That's alright.
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[tilting her head, smiling slightly.]
I think you know better, even if you can't admit it now. It's so much easier and so much nicer not to fight so hard. It's the only way to find happiness, I think. To care less, so nothing can hurt.
So I understand, and forgive you, for the cowardice.
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[ Okay don't be a freak ]
It's rare to find kindred spirits when everybody wants for the sun, bask in the light. I'm no different.
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[it's okay to be a freak.]
But really, dear, I don't know. You're just so young. You don't even know yet, how long life can be. And you may never learn.
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Traveled the continent. Set off apart from my parents. Got a job. Grew into a profession. Got married. Seen war. Survived it. Lost her.
That's an awful lot of milestones. Seems like I've checked it all off.
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Well, no point in thinking that far into the future anyways. Not right now. Much bigger issues on the plate.
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