I'm not - angry at them for doing what they needed to, if that's what she wanted. I'm sure she asked them. [she is angry, a little, but she feels like that's especially unfair considering the situation.] But they had time to say something - at least in private. I could have at least said goodbye if I knew it was going to be so soon.
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I don't mind. I just - I don't know how good at it I'll be.
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[she will sit. she's not very good at comforting people, really.]
She always was. She was good at making everyone feel heard and protected. What a rare quality.
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[she goes a little bit quiet at that, blinking a few times, but - it's good to remember.]
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...I'm sorry. I don't think I'm being very fair to anyone, right now.
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[Not leaving you behind.]
You don't have to be fair, though. I don't really expect anyone to be fair.
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She said that?
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[rubbing at her eyes again, frustrated.]
She could have told me what she was planning. Any of them could have. I could have at least known.
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[she didn't know gale and astarion were going to do that.]
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I'm not - angry at them for doing what they needed to, if that's what she wanted. I'm sure she asked them. [she is angry, a little, but she feels like that's especially unfair considering the situation.] But they had time to say something - at least in private. I could have at least said goodbye if I knew it was going to be so soon.
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...Thank you. I - I'll be alright. It's kind of you to listen.
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[it comes through very sincere.]
I'll talk to them about it tomorrow, I just... didn't want to say anything that might hurt them more tonight, or anything I regret.
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[and, she thinks they'll give it.]