When everyone was saying that Camille had no choice but to die, Famine was the only person who told me "if you want to live, then live." So I've been relying on them since then.
[ there are some complex feelings there... pained and fond and uncertain. ]
But... I believe you. I did think that if anyone would understand, you might. And that you'd never do anything cruel to me. I knew that.
I think everyone wants to assume the thing that benefits them most is also the kindest thing. I've heard so many people say, "if I were a monster, I'd want to die, so that's the right thing to do." But I wouldn't want to die. Being alive is sometimes all we have - it's the only way to change our fate.
I don't think there's anything selfish in deciding to protect your life. I'm glad you did.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
[ there are some complex feelings there... pained and fond and uncertain. ]
But... I believe you. I did think that if anyone would understand, you might. And that you'd never do anything cruel to me. I knew that.
no subject
I don't think there's anything selfish in deciding to protect your life. I'm glad you did.