Don't be sorry. It's a task all of us wanted to attempt. [she feels sad that it didn't work, but she doesn't regret it.] We love you. You're worth trying for.
[a strong feeling of sorrow at that, at kate acknowledging she might not return. it's true. she tries to push down the feeling, though. not wanting to mourn now when it's too soon.]
It was very nice, wasn't it? It's been such a long time for me. I really loved being there with everyone. With you.
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I just meant the injuries...
[ but emotionally, there's a feeling of something cracking a little there. ]
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[she wants to talk to kate, she wants the real kate to be here, but... maybe it's wrong to want that. she doesn't know how to feel.]
It's going to be alright. I won't let anyone hurt you.
[kate for endgame!]
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[ ... more cracks. and then. ]
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... Ahh. It happened again... Even though we all tried our best.
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It did. Though I suppose all of us can't be faulted for trying. You included, of course.
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I wanted to tell him that it worked.
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[poor girl.]
I suppose we just had the wrong of it.
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I put an impossible task on all of you.
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[ she hangs her head. a droplet of something dark rolls off of her cheek and falls into her lap. ]
I'm... I'm grateful. To have such wonderful friends.
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We're grateful to you, too. It's alright.
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I don't know if I'll be able to go back, so I want to say that now.
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It was very nice, wasn't it? It's been such a long time for me. I really loved being there with everyone. With you.