[she's just tired. it's been a long week, as it has been for yuffie. she feels grief, but it's turned into something cold and stubborn. it's over, and what happened has happened, and she needs to live with it and be okay with it, and she will be.]
I think so. I know not everyone will understand, but I feel that we did right by her.
I know you will. She should be allowed. And I know her wish was for the other children in the shadow house, so.... someone needs to be looking out for her, too.
.... Not really. [ she still has wisps of self-loathing and guilt and etc but it's definitely not as bad as it's been. also, yeah, mood. ] But we have to keep going, right?
And all the afflicted are gonna have to go. It's good we caught Robin when we did.
[it's only going to get harder. she can't really pretend otherwise.]
...And we know about Ash. [and her feelings on that are so complicated, but. it's better than not knowing.] And they have a plan, and that's better than no hope at all.
Oh, it'll be alright. [she doesn't like being yelled at, but in this instance, she decided to do something she knew might get her yelled at, so she's already decided not to care.] No one will do anything, they'll at most scold me. And I know what I believe, so I don't care.
[listen. social uncomfortable situations may be scary, but also, she has killed a lot of people before. some of them have been angry about it. it's much easier for her when she knows she's not alone; when she knows other people are behind her and will stand up for her. and she finally really genuinely does know that.
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Are you okay? I mean-- obviously not, but. You know what I mean.
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I think so. I know not everyone will understand, but I feel that we did right by her.
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We did. And we did it before something worse could happen to her, or before she hurt someone else.
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[ kate.... ]
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[but it's painful to think about right now.]
Are you alright, Yuffie?
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And all the afflicted are gonna have to go. It's good we caught Robin when we did.
[ she doesn't feel good about it, but you know ]
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[it's only going to get harder. she can't really pretend otherwise.]
...And we know about Ash. [and her feelings on that are so complicated, but. it's better than not knowing.] And they have a plan, and that's better than no hope at all.
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They have a plan for Ash?
[ or did she mean the gy ] And... we learned more about everything. I guess.
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[they just have to put their eggs in that basket at this point. it might fail, but they've lost too much to try and accept a lesser win condition.]
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[ but no, she does trust them, and it's reflected in her feelings ]
... Two weeks 'till the end.
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[she says, brightly.]
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[ leans against laudna a little. the vibe is that yuffie is very glad laudna is still here ]
If people give you crap about Kate... I can take the fall. Or beat them up. Whatever.
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You're badass, Laudna.
[ gives her a little grin despite everything ]
Maybe I'll beat them up anyway. Especially Hawke. [ she is unserious about this but still has some frustrated vibes ]
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[listen. social uncomfortable situations may be scary, but also, she has killed a lot of people before. some of them have been angry about it. it's much easier for her when she knows she's not alone; when she knows other people are behind her and will stand up for her. and she finally really genuinely does know that.
rolling her eyes at hawke though!]
Such a waste of time!
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I knowwww. [ sticking her tongue out!! dumb hawke ]
I guess I don't know what the power is. Manifesting items or weapons or something?
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[ anyway enough complaining about hawke probably ]
Are you okay? After.. Kate...
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[it's hard, but it's not actually hurting kate that was hard. it was deciding to do it, knowing she'd be gone.]