yuffie

[undread]

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[undread]

...Ah.

[frowning.]

I saw a memory of his, before he died. He was being given "medicine," but something about it was very wrong. He was very frightened before getting it, but his emotions changed after. He told me it was because he was being treated for anxiety. [he really did just say it was xanax.]

[mogger]

[ lucas i swear to god ]

[ yeah, there is a bit of a horror slipping through ]

The thing they gave us... took away all our pain. And kind of our thoughts, too? Everything felt so fuzzy. Sometimes peaceful, sometimes just... floaty. I couldn't concentrate on anything except... doing what they told me to do. I even tried to snoop around. But my mind kept blanking. It was... freaky.

Sometimes there'd be other side effects too. I'd forget who I was, who everyone else was.

[ part of why her mind was so ducked up once she got out of cyoa ]

[undread]

[well. she will just pull yuffie into a hug, her feelings heavy with worry for her.]

How awful. What awful people.

[mogger]

[ just burying her face in laudna's shoulder, though it might be uncomfortable for them both ]

The worst. They... used us. Me, Lucas, Karlach, Izutsumi... as freaking lab rats. Why are there so many of these assholes out there?

[ she doesn't mean to get quite this emotional, but swallows back an angry sob ]

The way we killed people... it was the same as Lucas did. The heart.

[undread]

[it's okay. she'll just hold her for a moment.]

So they must have used him, too.