[ and she has a very strong will to live, even part of her feels like it's died already. but she respects laudna all the more for not sugarcoating things, even if it does upset her. she doesn't like to be coddled ]
You know, when Aventurine died? That Friday, I asked Boothill if he had something to do with it. He looked.... so hurt, that I felt really bad. I got upset. [ this was before they even knew about monster possession, so you know ] Then he hugged me and held me close and promised he wouldn't die.
That was the monster, right? Manipulating me so I wouldn't accuse him.
It may have been. [she's honestly so used to being manipulated that it's hard for her to tell sometimes.] Or perhaps he didn't remember. Camille - when I accused her about the bruise, she seemed not to remember how she got it. She never said it was from Wednesday, only that it had to be from Wednesday.
[it does sound manipulative, though. but we didn't all know, yet, that the killer could be anyone.]
[ yuffie's hold on laudna tightens a little -- just subconsciously. she'd missed that part (for some reason, very mysterious), but it makes her a little sick, to think about it ]
That sounds like hell -- to be a complete prisoner to your own body.
[ and she knows laudna understands that feeling. to an extent ]
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she doesn't like to sugarcoat things, even if yuffie might need it tonight.]
The drive to live can be quite a powerful thing. Even when a monster is controlling you.
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[ and she has a very strong will to live, even part of her feels like it's died already. but she respects laudna all the more for not sugarcoating things, even if it does upset her. she doesn't like to be coddled ]
You know, when Aventurine died? That Friday, I asked Boothill if he had something to do with it. He looked.... so hurt, that I felt really bad. I got upset. [ this was before they even knew about monster possession, so you know ] Then he hugged me and held me close and promised he wouldn't die.
That was the monster, right? Manipulating me so I wouldn't accuse him.
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[it does sound manipulative, though. but we didn't all know, yet, that the killer could be anyone.]
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That sounds like hell -- to be a complete prisoner to your own body.
[ and she knows laudna understands that feeling. to an extent ]
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Yes. It does sound quite terrible.
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[ taking a deep breath to steady herself. ]
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... Thank you.