[ i am not going to make you read another memshare about this but he hesitates for a moment, and then reaches to his side, pulling out his sword so she can see it properly. it reflects the light - pink, blue. ]
... During my trial, I... thought the voice I heard was my mentor, not Aelfric. He.. betrayed all of us using something called the Accursed Flame, and seeks to destroy the entire world because he feels that the people who live upon it are too full of desire. [ he tilts the sword a little so it catches more of the pinkish light. ]
My companions and I set out to stop him. And we were winning, in our final confrontation, but he managed to overpower us. He... pulled me away, at the last moment, and he tore it out of me so he could wield both the Sacred and Accursed Flame's abilities at once.
[ he tilts the sword the other direction - blue. ] And... I don't know what happened, after that. But I can take a guess.
[ his smile's genuine as he sheathes the sword once again. ]
It will be... it is a difficult road. He has always been someone very dear to me, but... we differ so much, on many things. I think often of what my father said, about the way that we wield power.
[ how it doesn't depend on the object or power, but what it can do depends on the person who chooses to use it.
there's a quiet moment. ]
And... I... know you don't want to talk about it, so I won't harp. But... I'm glad that you have valiant and stalwart companions supporting you. [ because that was hard to miss in laudna's memory. ] I don't know if there's anything I can do, but... if you'd ever want to talk, I'd be glad to listen.
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... During my trial, I... thought the voice I heard was my mentor, not Aelfric. He.. betrayed all of us using something called the Accursed Flame, and seeks to destroy the entire world because he feels that the people who live upon it are too full of desire. [ he tilts the sword a little so it catches more of the pinkish light. ]
My companions and I set out to stop him. And we were winning, in our final confrontation, but he managed to overpower us. He... pulled me away, at the last moment, and he tore it out of me so he could wield both the Sacred and Accursed Flame's abilities at once.
[ he tilts the sword the other direction - blue. ] And... I don't know what happened, after that. But I can take a guess.
[ considering the trans rights sword. ]
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Interesting. So all of that effort, and you only succeeded in making him stronger!
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Maybe so. [ ... ] But, I don't regret putting the effort in. It just... means we have to defeat him, and hopefully, I can get it back.
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[ his smile's genuine as he sheathes the sword once again. ]
It will be... it is a difficult road. He has always been someone very dear to me, but... we differ so much, on many things. I think often of what my father said, about the way that we wield power.
[ how it doesn't depend on the object or power, but what it can do depends on the person who chooses to use it.
there's a quiet moment. ]
And... I... know you don't want to talk about it, so I won't harp. But... I'm glad that you have valiant and stalwart companions supporting you. [ because that was hard to miss in laudna's memory. ] I don't know if there's anything I can do, but... if you'd ever want to talk, I'd be glad to listen.
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[it is a sweet thing to say. it's not an easy subject to talk about, but something she's been doing better at.]