[but she can imagine a world where she felt that way. that's no shade on rondo, she just. her feelings are precarious. she has felt intense hate towards people before that she knows in another situation she would have cared about. it was too hard to look past how much her fears involved being dismissed, especially when it was about someone like rondo. too easy to feel that of course no one believed her or listened to her, when he's seen as so good and heroic.]
But I don't... really think you did those things I said you did. I was just confused. I felt so angry at you, and like no one else could see what I saw, and it felt as though there had to be a reason for it.
[ there's a little huff, a small, sheepish smile as he listens. ]
Still, that's an awful feeling to have. [ one where no one else can see what you see. even though it was cursed based, it's awful, frustrating. ] I'm sorry for that, too.
Honestly... I would have likely deserved your anger, with everything that happened with Miss Camille. [ I was a murderer, in the end. ] But you had done nothing to deserve mine. And after you've been so kind to me, too... I wish I had been able to tell.
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[but she can imagine a world where she felt that way. that's no shade on rondo, she just. her feelings are precarious. she has felt intense hate towards people before that she knows in another situation she would have cared about. it was too hard to look past how much her fears involved being dismissed, especially when it was about someone like rondo. too easy to feel that of course no one believed her or listened to her, when he's seen as so good and heroic.]
But I don't... really think you did those things I said you did. I was just confused. I felt so angry at you, and like no one else could see what I saw, and it felt as though there had to be a reason for it.
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[ there's a little huff, a small, sheepish smile as he listens. ]
Still, that's an awful feeling to have. [ one where no one else can see what you see. even though it was cursed based, it's awful, frustrating. ] I'm sorry for that, too.
Honestly... I would have likely deserved your anger, with everything that happened with Miss Camille. [ I was a murderer, in the end. ] But you had done nothing to deserve mine. And after you've been so kind to me, too... I wish I had been able to tell.
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[she said as much to gale but she just couldn't find her way to feeling that about rondo while cursed. I've killed people before for worse reasons.]