[so it was okay in the end, for everyone except Bor'dor. But she nods.]
He would have given information about us that could be used against us - it was too dangerous to let him go. I only have some regrets about the way it happened.
I don't want people to think of me that way. Since then, we've run into more trouble. A power vacuum like that leads to chaos, and now there are three separate armies outside our gates, and... People look at me like I need to work a miracle again, like I'm going to be able to stop them all myself just because I broke a bracelet or two years ago.
[that makes sense and makes her a bit thoughtful. she has complicated relationships with heroes herself.]
...That's wise. They never do fix all of the problems that crop up in their wake. But people will look at you like that whether or not you want them to.
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[so it was okay in the end, for everyone except Bor'dor. But she nods.]
He would have given information about us that could be used against us - it was too dangerous to let him go. I only have some regrets about the way it happened.
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[that she was healed, and that they stopped him. she's about to say something else, when another memory starts. thematic!]
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Quite a big heroic moment. I didn't realize.
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I'm not a hero.
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[not judging her, just curious.]
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[pauses, trying to gather her thoughts.]
I don't want people to think of me that way. Since then, we've run into more trouble. A power vacuum like that leads to chaos, and now there are three separate armies outside our gates, and... People look at me like I need to work a miracle again, like I'm going to be able to stop them all myself just because I broke a bracelet or two years ago.
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...That's wise. They never do fix all of the problems that crop up in their wake. But people will look at you like that whether or not you want them to.
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I know. I've tried to discourage it, but... Well - it doesn't matter. It's a world away right now.
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I know. I'll... handle it, somehow.
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[she'll trust vin on that.]
What is your role now? Are you some sort of leader?
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