[The vibes are not surprised, but are very Catholic. Guilt, remorse.]
I did, yes. I believed it to be the way to save my sister. ...I do apologize for not bringing it up sooner. I try to mention it quite early, but so many of you arrived at once... I understand there's little that can be done, and that apologies and atonement mean little, but I'm also aware that those of you in the house were close, so... If there's anything that I can do, even if it's merely to leave you be, please let me know.
[though feeling the emotions is something that helps.]
I was very angry that someone would have... done that to him, and let us all believe it was a monster. [when she found out ichiban's murder was for a curio, it was devastating. but she also learned, from talking to yuffie after virche cyoa, that the brutality of the murder may have been something a little different than expected.
...also, if she had needed a curio to save one of her loved ones she would have killed in an instant with little remorse. she's not very self aware or able to put that in perspective, but she can relate to his love for his little sister. that's something she can have sympathy for.
so there's anger, but it's dulled after weeks of having other things to be angry about.]
Thank you for being honest about it now. You say you believed it would save her - do you no longer think so?
Even so... [Lucas is someone who holds a lot of guilt after his mind clears, so bringing it up is the least he can do, he feels. He sits with her words and closes his eyes for a moment.]
I am... sorry to have done so to you all. That was entirely my own selfishness, since I wished to be reunited with her even at the cost of lying to you all.
[As for the rest, though - he just nods, even though there's a burst of a complex sort of emotion. Sometimes you learn a lot about yourself in Silent Hill.]
That's correct, though. ...I was under many false impressions not all that long ago. But for whatever little it may mean, I would certainly not have taken such actions now.
[At the very least, he would not have sacked a man's heart.]
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I did, yes. I believed it to be the way to save my sister. ...I do apologize for not bringing it up sooner. I try to mention it quite early, but so many of you arrived at once... I understand there's little that can be done, and that apologies and atonement mean little, but I'm also aware that those of you in the house were close, so... If there's anything that I can do, even if it's merely to leave you be, please let me know.
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[though feeling the emotions is something that helps.]
I was very angry that someone would have... done that to him, and let us all believe it was a monster. [when she found out ichiban's murder was for a curio, it was devastating. but she also learned, from talking to yuffie after virche cyoa, that the brutality of the murder may have been something a little different than expected.
...also, if she had needed a curio to save one of her loved ones she would have killed in an instant with little remorse. she's not very self aware or able to put that in perspective, but she can relate to his love for his little sister. that's something she can have sympathy for.
so there's anger, but it's dulled after weeks of having other things to be angry about.]
Thank you for being honest about it now. You say you believed it would save her - do you no longer think so?
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I am... sorry to have done so to you all. That was entirely my own selfishness, since I wished to be reunited with her even at the cost of lying to you all.
[As for the rest, though - he just nods, even though there's a burst of a complex sort of emotion. Sometimes you learn a lot about yourself in Silent Hill.]
That's correct, though. ...I was under many false impressions not all that long ago. But for whatever little it may mean, I would certainly not have taken such actions now.
[At the very least, he would not have sacked a man's heart.]