Yes. And her reasons are not good. But if I can stop it before it gets to the point she can do something awful... or if my friends can... then in the meantime it's better.
[Too many people here are using themselves as vessels to contain a potentially great evil. He had no idea this was such a prevalent problem in the multiverse...]
It still sounds like a terrible gamble to take... But you yourself also sound very tired.
[Said with a little note of sympathy. Sometimes you spend so long fighting the horrors that you are truly just. Tired.]
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[just kind of a last desperate attempt.]
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It still sounds like a terrible gamble to take... But you yourself also sound very tired.
[Said with a little note of sympathy. Sometimes you spend so long fighting the horrors that you are truly just. Tired.]
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[she can admit that.]
I don't want to keep fighting pointless battles.
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It would be a very sad thing to see you lost to that exhaustion, even so.
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[she's not so sure. she's had a lot of time.]
Thank you, nonetheless.
[also if you would care to do a reverse memshare 🥺]
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[Whatever he was going to say is so rudely interrupted as the void decides it's time to throw his terrible secrets on the floor instead!! Yippie!]
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...The rites? What were they doing?
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...Ah. Purification...? [Why is that a question. He crosses his arms over his middle.] Yes. The purification rites.
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[he clearly doesn't remember but she's only just getting to that.]
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It was just a dose of medication for the day.
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[well. that doesn't sound right.]
Health problems can be so difficult.
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Yes, it certainly seemed like quite a detailed operation. Many treatments.
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I wasn't in need of much care, really... I just went through a period of high nerves when I was younger.
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[i feel like, chaotically, she believes him about this.]
You're such a calming presence now.
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Lucas also loves Laudna in this moment because he now does not have to confront many complex things.]
Do you think so? It makes me glad to hear that... Though I doubt I would have made it very long as a teacher if I couldn't stay calm.
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[great advice for us all to follow.]
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Well! If it works for you, then I suppose that's good, though I do worry what may happen if you get into a situation where you can't ignore it.
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