[ he remembers again how she'd seemed to be talking to herself that one time... which in retrospect probably isn't much different from the way he'd snapped out loud at the voice in his head. ]
Ugh... god, I'm sorry. I just heard her in mine a few times over the course of two months or something and that was almost enough to make me lose it.
You can't just tell her you don't want her around and expect her to listen, I guess.
[ phrased as a statement because it feels too insulting to ask as a question if she's seriously been dealing with this for decades. like asking a depressed person if they've tried having fun or something. ]
Not to be corny about it, but I think being able to get by without her now makes you pretty strong too. Just in a different way.
[ yes, he is kind of complimenting himself at the same time by saying this, thank you for noticing. that really isn't his intention when he's saying it, to be fair, but once the words are out he's just like. yeah! ]
[ and then i'm sorry for doing this in the middle of an otherwise very serious thread but i'm giving you one of my weirdest memories in return... cw for weird cartoon body horror and visible organs and veins...... ]
[they were just laughing and having a good old time teasing each other while they make fun of each others' organs and paint their bodies back on.]
Yes, that makes sense. You probably need a heart to live! Even I have one, though it doesn't beat really. Still, it seems quite fun to be able to see everyone's organs like that. So interesting! [compare with friends!]
I've never had any siblings, but I always imagined it would be fun. I think my friends and I are a lot like that - always bickering and getting into scrapes!
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[so it's probably not that.]
But the former sounds plausible. She's been in my head for 30 years now. She's good at getting what she wants.
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Like... literally, she's talking to you, or...?
[ he remembers again how she'd seemed to be talking to herself that one time... which in retrospect probably isn't much different from the way he'd snapped out loud at the voice in his head. ]
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Yes, this is quite a literal haunting.
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You can't just tell her you don't want her around and expect her to listen, I guess.
[ phrased as a statement because it feels too insulting to ask as a question if she's seriously been dealing with this for decades. like asking a depressed person if they've tried having fun or something. ]
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[but she understands the comment.]
For a long time, dismissing her at least made me feel better, but it's not always easy to ignore her.
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[ wow how does something that happened less than a week ago feel like ancient history already ]
Yeah, probably a hallucination. The food there definitely had some weird effects.
...But that's good, right? That she's not bothering you now. Literally one of like, three silver linings in this place.
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...Maybe. It made me angry at first. Without her help, I'm not as strong. But I'm glad not to have her in my head.
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[ yes, he is kind of complimenting himself at the same time by saying this, thank you for noticing. that really isn't his intention when he's saying it, to be fair, but once the words are out he's just like. yeah! ]
[ and then i'm sorry for doing this in the middle of an otherwise very serious thread but i'm giving you one of my weirdest memories in return... cw for weird cartoon body horror and visible organs and veins...... ]
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anyway, she chaotically watches this memory and just. laughs at it like it was cute and funny.]
You and your brothers? What fun you seem to have. Do you really not have a heart?
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Haha, well... I think it's probably kind of a situational thing...
[ whatever that means ]
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Yes, that makes sense. You probably need a heart to live! Even I have one, though it doesn't beat really. Still, it seems quite fun to be able to see everyone's organs like that. So interesting! [compare with friends!]
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Interesting is probably the most appropriate positive word for it!
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[except it's definitely a lot less hostile.]