A wise woman once told me that the best option is not to lose anyone, but the second best is vengeance. People will say it isn't healthy to hold onto their anger, but I don't see where it's meant to go otherwise.
You know, the last time my life was ruined, I almost did. I should've. If this shit's gonna keep happening why-- why let it? It's not fucking fair. And I don't wanna keep living feeling like this.
[i love cr where we just encourage each other to be worse...]
I understand, a little. Being unable to let go of anger did ruin my life, I suppose. But I think perhaps it was already ruined, or it was inevitable it would become so. So why not?
[a sad little laugh. that comment kinda assigns you gay though so sorry about that bud]
He was a good man and one of our little household, for better or for worse. As are you, whether or not you choose to stay there. [no judgment if he prefers somewhere else, after all of this.] I want to learn what became of him.
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[almost curtly; she does want to be kind, but she's also quite bitter about it.]
This place and these people are cruel.
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[ yeah he can't find it in himself to be nice even in the haze of his total emotional devastation ]
Screw this place. And it's fucking cult ritual murder bullshit.
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[...]
The cult, I mean, of course, but if someone did this opportunistically, them as well.
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...Yeah. Not a bad idea.
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You know, the last time my life was ruined, I almost did. I should've. If this shit's gonna keep happening why-- why let it? It's not fucking fair. And I don't wanna keep living feeling like this.
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I understand, a little. Being unable to let go of anger did ruin my life, I suppose. But I think perhaps it was already ruined, or it was inevitable it would become so. So why not?
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Ichiban's the reason why I didn't. Woulda been way worse off without him, so, now...
[ surprise: he is worse off ]
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[a sad little laugh. that comment kinda assigns you gay though so sorry about that bud]
He was a good man and one of our little household, for better or for worse. As are you, whether or not you choose to stay there. [no judgment if he prefers somewhere else, after all of this.] I want to learn what became of him.