Only a little. But she said some things I really liked. She's a bit like you... I thought she was just a little naive and helpless at first, but she turned out to be very interesting.
From what she said, I think she's the sort of friend anyone would like to have. But we weren't close, really. I simply felt a bit sorry for you... I think I understood how you felt.
If they were very important to me, I would find it hard to never think of them. But to think of them all the time - I don't know.
I never think about the people anymore from long ago, before I died. But even my friend who died more recently - I don't like to dwell on it. I won't forget him, but I don't want to think too much about what happened. It's so difficult.
You're still very young. It gets easier with time. Terrible things happen, but they happened in the past. Those particular things that trouble you are all behind you now, and they'll get further and further away.
[of course they still come back, especially when you avoid them forever, but the exact painful moment is gone.]
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mathis is around, eyes still red, but wherever in the void he's sitting now-- he at least isn't currently crying.]
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...Are you suffering over her greatly?
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[he admits quietly. there's... not much point in doing otherwise.]
I- wish that it hadn't had to be her.
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woke: obviously not but how deep is the suffering levels.]
Such a gentle but strong-willed girl. I'm sorry. To lose a dear friend that way must be agony.
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We... sh-she'd offered to help create better memories, here. That was what we had hoped to do earlier this week, before...
[all of the curses happened so much.]
She was such a warm person.
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People like that are so precious. This cult is very cruel.
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[someone like her never should have been...
none of this is fair. but it especially wasn't fair to her.]
I don't have... many memories of my own. I wanted more of them to- have her in them.
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[he's already cried, tonight, he's working hard not to do it again.]
I... I'm going to remember her.
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[what a big step forward. i guess some painful things are worth holding onto.]
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[just curious.]
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From what she said, I think she's the sort of friend anyone would like to have. But we weren't close, really. I simply felt a bit sorry for you... I think I understood how you felt.
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Sh-she definitely... isn't helpless.
[he's pretty sure about that. not because of the murder.]
...if you understood it, though, then I'm... sorry that you've felt similarly.
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[as it did of him but i'm sorry she still always says insane things.]
It's alright. I try not to think about things that are painful like that.
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I never think about the people anymore from long ago, before I died. But even my friend who died more recently - I don't like to dwell on it. I won't forget him, but I don't want to think too much about what happened. It's so difficult.
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[he shakes his head, slightly.]
I don't... know how not to think about it, th-though that wasn't something I could really control, either.
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[of course they still come back, especially when you avoid them forever, but the exact painful moment is gone.]