Yeah. I mean, it's not like no one else could have come up with the same idea independently, but if it happened in this house... it did seem like it pretty much had to be.
[she's sad about kanda, but she's also just generally sad, for the feeling of knowing she didn't want any of them to be dead but one of them had to be.]
Mm... I'm not really the type to get that attached in the first place.
[ which he doesn't think should come as a surprise when she already saw his (sometimes?) literal lack of a heart in his memory. ]
...But, you know, I've been in a noisy full house with the same people my whole life. So it's been nice to have something at least a little bit like that since I started staying here.
I've spent a lot of time alone. But my friends are a little like this. Sometimes, they are quite irritating or stubborn, but I'm happy to have them around.
[she doesn't think totty is heartless at all, but she also doesn't think it's weird to put up barriers against getting attached.]
He must have been at a pretty bad disadvantage last night. It sounded like he'd been losing feeling in his limbs since he got back... that would have had to have made it a lot harder to fight back, even for someone as good as him.
[she twists some of her glittery hair in her hand.]
Totty, I wound up finding a partner this week. And I have a secondary ability now. I have a dream, on Thursday, about a particular location.
I dreamt of the boardwalk. I think there were two separate sets of people who came through there. In one dream, a person was setting out something on the ground - they put three things down. A second person crept up on them. They threw something at that person and then both fled.
In the other dream, two people were running through the boardwalk. Angry, causing a lot of damage. They separated and came back with weapons and fought, and then there was a great deal of fire. But they both fled as well.
I've wondered - either of those could have been a dream about Kanda, couldn't it have been? The balloon being thrown on the one hand, the fight on the other.
[ man... after all the time he spent trying to avoid even thinking about finding his partner, he's kind of jealous now that other people are getting them. ]
Whoa. That's... huh. It sounds like it could be, yeah.
[ it's a little hard to picture just from a description, though. ]
It definitely seemed like two different pairs of people? Not like... I don't know, the person who ran the first time came back and they started fighting?
I don't know for certain, but I think so. The first set were moving differently; the person who was creeping up on them was very cautious and deliberate. The second set were in a violent fury.
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It was awful.
[she's still so upset over it.]
I saw it, and I knew it had to be one of you.
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[she's sad about kanda, but she's also just generally sad, for the feeling of knowing she didn't want any of them to be dead but one of them had to be.]
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It's a lot harder when it's someone you're used to interacting with every day, I think.
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[ which he doesn't think should come as a surprise when she already saw his (sometimes?) literal lack of a heart in his memory. ]
...But, you know, I've been in a noisy full house with the same people my whole life. So it's been nice to have something at least a little bit like that since I started staying here.
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[she doesn't think totty is heartless at all, but she also doesn't think it's weird to put up barriers against getting attached.]
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[ the good really doesn't outweigh the bad, but. it's even, maybe. either way, it's what he knows.
brushes some glitter off of his sleeve. ]
...Anyway, I'm glad all of you let me stay here. Even though I don't think Kanda-kun really got much of a say in it.
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[maybe.]
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Thanks.
[ ...sigh. ]
He must have been at a pretty bad disadvantage last night. It sounded like he'd been losing feeling in his limbs since he got back... that would have had to have made it a lot harder to fight back, even for someone as good as him.
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[she twists some of her glittery hair in her hand.]
Totty, I wound up finding a partner this week. And I have a secondary ability now. I have a dream, on Thursday, about a particular location.
I dreamt of the boardwalk. I think there were two separate sets of people who came through there. In one dream, a person was setting out something on the ground - they put three things down. A second person crept up on them. They threw something at that person and then both fled.
In the other dream, two people were running through the boardwalk. Angry, causing a lot of damage. They separated and came back with weapons and fought, and then there was a great deal of fire. But they both fled as well.
I've wondered - either of those could have been a dream about Kanda, couldn't it have been? The balloon being thrown on the one hand, the fight on the other.
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Whoa. That's... huh. It sounds like it could be, yeah.
[ it's a little hard to picture just from a description, though. ]
It definitely seemed like two different pairs of people? Not like... I don't know, the person who ran the first time came back and they started fighting?
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It's going to be hard to figure anything out until we can look at the evidence, but I think that's really useful information to have and keep in mind.